Have spent the week having tests. Mammogram and ultrasound, pelvic and abdominal ultrasound, chest x-ray, blood tests.
Have all the results except the blood tests and those I have are ok.
But don't know how I am until I see the oncologist tomorrow where he will examine me, review all the results and tell me the blood test results.
I keep saying (tonight): "What will I do if I am not ok?", knowing even as I say it, that there will be nothing that I can do except deal with it although it would be dire.
Praying for myself really.
I do so want to be ok.
Have all the results except the blood tests and those I have are ok.
But don't know how I am until I see the oncologist tomorrow where he will examine me, review all the results and tell me the blood test results.
I keep saying (tonight): "What will I do if I am not ok?", knowing even as I say it, that there will be nothing that I can do except deal with it although it would be dire.
Praying for myself really.
I do so want to be ok.
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