still waiting for the auth

Damn. Still waiting for the auth, as they call authorisation at the oncology centre. Getting anxious. They had better authorise it. If not, the total cost is R220000 which is astronomical. No way I could access that kind of money. And I am halfway through my Herceptin treatment. Want it. Oh I know I bitch and moan about the side effects but I desperately want it. Want to have to help prevent the cancer returning. Tomorrow morning is my cut off. If it's not authorised then gonna borrow the money needed to have it hopefully on wednesday. Then will have three weeks to deal with the medical aid to get the auth.