Just came back from The Lymph Lady and, as she is in the medical field and incidentally also had a hysterectomy, it was so nice to speak to her. She said I am very angry and emotionally not ok - well, she put it differently, something how it is affected me emotionally. She said when she had a hysterectomy, although she got an infection which delayed healing, by 5-6 weeks she was fine. As in exactly how she had been before. She reckons my anger has delayed my healing. This has been worrying me.
The psychologist I phoned on Saturday has not yet phoned me back. Maybe she does all that sort of admin stuff in the evening.
I need to get better but I cannot be happy about this operation. It is so radical. I keep wondering now: why, when my D&C result last year came back as perfect, did he not question that something else might have been causing the irregular cells?
You see, I am going around in circles. And that doesn't lead to progress.
PS: My arm was fine. She says that is because I am not moving around.
The psychologist I phoned on Saturday has not yet phoned me back. Maybe she does all that sort of admin stuff in the evening.
I need to get better but I cannot be happy about this operation. It is so radical. I keep wondering now: why, when my D&C result last year came back as perfect, did he not question that something else might have been causing the irregular cells?
You see, I am going around in circles. And that doesn't lead to progress.
PS: My arm was fine. She says that is because I am not moving around.
